Monday, August 6, 2012

Trying to rememberLego

How time flies...it has been ages since i last wrote on my page. Indeed i have forgotten how long it has been until i went into my page. All this time i have busy with lots of stuff ....mainly routine. Caring for little Hannah-Maree mainly...cooking.....doing the laundry and playing computer games to relax....and also every 3 months going back home to see to the house. Another round of going from office to office to pay the relevant bills. It seems life is just an unending activity of paying bills.
Little Hannah-Maree is no longer little any more.She is a little girl growing up fast...too fast sometimes, At 20 months of age she is very fast with her little fingers on the computer, the ipad or the iphone. This morning, she helped me to unlock a level at Angry Birds which i was trying to do the whole of last night. Kids today are certainly different from the kids of yesteryears. I remembered Christina only grew up with Barbie dolls( which are only the basics) and some Lego blocks. Well, times have changed.....as the saying goes...the only constant in this modern age is change, and we have to learn to face the challenge. I only hope and pray change will be for the better.
As i reflect on the whole of last year...i'm beginning to realize that i'm growing to be more like my mother. Still stubborn at sixty plus of age. Still wanting to have my own way. I'm really wanting to learn to grow old gracefully...and this more of head knowledge rather than to do in reality. As my mother always said, no matter how old one gets...one has to learn. The learning process will never end. It will go on and on no matter how old we get. And i beginning to learn to accept things that i cannot change and to change my own mind set. A hard lesson but i have to learn or i'll end up miserable in life....and life is too short to be miserable. Happiness is a state of the mind so i have to mind the state of my mind indeed.

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